Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Danger

Six flies thru david's eyes
The dust can never settle
I rock that blue
Its time and proof
That i will c us conquer

Your body sings....aint noble in things
I break ya neck your utter dumb shit

Lead with the crunking
Entitling something and leaving skies the form of was

Nature swings, the sky becomes blue thangs
and lifts the crates above their sponsor
eight displayed the 2 high grades and thirded them to another author

The stones the grains
These G formed things to make me sit upon ya
I cee this never be this
We the cry of the earth my walk is voodoo

And then it lands....
Skies blue with clear skies


Patois spark

A wha du yu?
Jamacians raised me
Politics made me
fickle for the cause

Everything being Irie
Turmoil inside me
But I thunderto the rest

The bumbaclot
Lead stooppen parts
and tarnation of the grave

I think that we a do da best of we
and continue into the sun

My yardshows me
I moved on to better thangs
And await the moral fun

Im rising above, the fakes bigged up
The ringing bells of Beanies loves

A wha du yu??

Easy nah brethren

Monday, August 20, 2012

my heart cries
Noone can hear it speak
I down size only to downsize and continue in the deep
I hurt hear
aint no love care and imresigned to be alone

Obliterated by all we contemplated..only to be riding in the deep
I still seek
It wont get found twice....been called to suffer that life and think that im abhorrent

My struggle seems to latch somethings and make me ride upon it....
My single clutch,dont know as much and leave me faded an just dormant.....
I write to you,give props to u...if you dont call me on it

Saviorof dreams
I wrote my dreams and put a map so i can score it\

But its over now

Saturday, August 18, 2012

Nowhere

Your the voice in my head
Screaming to believe love has come
To no avail, I separate from giving in
Love weighs me down
Airy guidance whispers in the wind

No where is left for us to go
No commendations or awards
My heart carries the same weight as the trophy
Sometimes first is last and last leaves you nowhere

Running......

Nipping at my toes but I'm unable to reciprocate my creation
I'm a big girl...you don't need my guidance but it seems.....
Nowhere is always here

And you say she's just a friend...

Where are you now?
Snapshots of total recall immerse me in your spirit
The call drips of lust
Catch it

Forbidden routes lead me to your being
We give in or we give up
Clarity is crystal clear 
There is a fire burning through my veins,flowing to my heart

Deepness makes it all the more better.......
Can you feel the depths of my dispair?
They still lead to nowhere

You dont exist, but i can dream...
Picturesque notations of a fantasy that boggles my mind
I hope we have it all

Out of nowhere

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Challenges

What I am faced with you will never know
How close to death I come, you will never know
Certain things are meant for an audience 
Others trap you, making you deal with explanations

This is me in the world
It ain't easy, to appease me, or deceive me or think you can retrieve the
Intiment moments of me and where I stand

They say its over
but whats the process of beginning
This dude sheen was winning?/
If we were given the same aspects and same contracts.....
It be doubled down

You think you know me now?
Cuz my writing provides so much insight?
Get right, you will never learn who i have become

I sit here with a body that pleads for silence...
Because I'm non-violent, i wont fuck myself
Silence seems golden, 
I am hear cuz I'm chosen to guide you through what  is wrong
That don't mean its calm or I'm built so strong

Just means that I am open
To live dead American dreams
And hope that we........change the balance of the young...

Tears dismayed to fall, i hate it all
but still work it to the ending

Nobody knows the trouble i been through
Most will never know

I dream for once to share as much
With someone who i can care for
Be there for
Shut them down when they don't have the head for

I preach from the valley of the shadow of death
No one can quiet this storm...
He speaks to me,
speak within thee but still cant right none of my wrongs...


Its a challenge..................

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Fall asleep you might be woken up

I came in fighting
The square left me striving....for more knuckles in my cause
I rocked that blue and made certain to
Direct the redness of the wrong

The six points rang
Made me do some things
I will regret for however long
I bleed the same but was about the gang relation
Couldn't tell me I was wrong

Six points issued
Remembered all we went
Name carried bells for so long
I wish you would
Cuz, knuckle game still good...
Test it only if you want to......

Illegal driving skills
You know it's real
Alcoholic wit no sponsor
Fingers crushed, signs are thrown
Reading blue will always conquer

Ceanie still, hides away that steel
Hesitating to tell you what the noise for
Lorkin hazed mirage is what you fall for
Just to show im still here

You fall asleep.....

I'm  a wake you up...eventually, consistently, habitually

CUZ I CREATE THE STORM

Fighting to be here

Preach is the word i hear but i have to conquer
This blog is not a sponsor or a safety net
You get it yet you still hang on the hidden cord

No one can be or see or be or see
Anything but what they expect
Circumspect to keep you on your toes

The balance knows that the lives we hold are losing cus they want to
Dont tell me its because the white of things led you to default on.....
We make our beds
We give the head to increase happiness in another

Let me tell you why im mad

We sit here and allow crayola to rule us
Let the idea of packing heat fool us
To be secure in the rumors....
we feed the same....cant right this game
but i can be a sponsor

Dereliction seems
To crush hopes and dreams
Institutionalizing where you were heading 
Wheres your setting
Fool me once and parole keeps you vetting

I talk so that I hear the words that form in my head
I write so that im remembered when i am dead
Howeveer, its about getting the truth into your head

Do you think giving head will keep you more fed than filling??
Dealing in it, to swivel in it and present them with your cause?

I hear you, i see you, used to be you...
That's the crushing of my cause

Nobody knows unless they  live it..
Wheres that data from i rescind it

You dont know me or all the wars....
Irag and afganistan hold nothing to the war at hand killing people in the hood
The balance stood to make us good
but we rather reap what we sow

And so...it continues
Crossong venues...to show you that its strong
No its wrong.....

I will not allow the ignorance or lack of dillegence to read me what is wrong
Assholes
Your outfit cost more than your rent then somethings wrong...
I can move on but leave a generation in the storm.....to drain

When we care about true religion jeans but not religious things it worries me to the bone
Are you safe at home...pretending happy...or need a sugar daddy to move on?

I pity you....cuz bitch i work and though my check dont twerk it helps me to continue on
You think you strong...
You never lived to have that answer

Im still fighting..........and will continue to do such..

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Feelings (A ballad)

I thought it was over
resigned within myself
It would end like this, I told ya
Cant be right with myself

The tears, fall easy
The mix of emotions, carry on
I thought it be easy
but I lied to myself

Iceberg is frozen
Melting bad on itself
They said it wont be easy
but I lied to myself

Trap is framed and its been baited
Caught myself in the weeds
This can't mean its over
Feel so bare, I cant breathe

Life is over
Considering it was planned
Who gave me suffering
Who showed me loss of the facts

I hate its over
I hate that that I cant be moved
Im pushing anger
Time to face the sudden truth

This wont end well
I hate the known facts
I'm growing weaker
Cant meditate to relax

My time is over
Never thought it would be
Nobody gets it
Wiping tears on my sleeve

Who said its over
Who said its over
Who said its over
who saidddddddddd

Smile bright, big girl face now
You are woman suck it up
This time aint easy
Still finding answers to whats wrong

Doubt and fault taking over
I knew the outcome would be rough
My time is over
Giving up just because

Im too tired to be  here
Too tired to see here
Too tired to breathe here
To tired...to.....live........

Want is need when u need it to be
But you can never be free of the
hurt, lost and will
Seems he changed up
I need to switch my game up

Hand slipping out my grasp
Its over
Man its over
What do I do its over
How do I live its over

What do I do
Rhetorical 
Lied to you
No show and proof
I'm done

Its black