Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Fear

I fear an online presence
I fear online reference

I feel my protection sliding
Its been embedded in me to speak my time with my mind in...

Whom I have time with

The belly of my beast I can have no judgment or any signage

I paid my dues......this consignment

But did I pay my dues?

For me to be even with paying my dues?

No money can compensate
For the hate and rebates
Given to those who escaped
The knowledge of trying to evade
Our constant set tripping, obnoxious living
disrepectful still being disrepectful choking you out kind of living

Choking you out kind of living
Poke you out kind of giving

Laying hands of forgiveness for those who
I fear know truth of
I fear want severance because they know truth of
Wanna hide from us cuz I'm real and know the truth of

My knuckle game is sick
You would tell the truth cuz

Hold my life
Like you plan to sue for
No question in my mind
I am the needle in my suture

Holding my hands
Praying forgiveness for you more

I am resilience
What do you live and prove for

My words are....scattered dreams...mirages epitomizing the emotional outburst of the truth

Live it true and let my words live and build in you

Sunday, November 8, 2015

Don't speak

In regards
I hold no regards
The pain that ensues is featured in these cards

I tried to subdue the realness in these scars

Fighting for freedom within these bars
My souls trajectory in these scars

Making me face what i live in
In these cards

Unsure of what the valley held
I fight to be invisible
My home land indivisible

The way of action
Non-equival

I cry at night cuz its
Now more quizzical