Balance

Am I my sisters/brothers keeper
Balancing act leading to sometimes falling deeper

Hard to reach ya

Harder to seek ya

Having to be the test, a student and the only responsible teacher

For my life

This game is real
it's the going feature
My time to rebuild
is a growing feature

Being completely honest and real is my going feature

A gift and a curse

So i rehearse
To reimburse
Living with a curse
That drives me to dirt

Continually drives me to dirt
Trying to drive me into dirt

You must of bumped yall heads
You already know
Caskets don't come with bunk beds

Just endure
The life you want to live for

"Cuz chile, life for me ain't been no crystal stairs"
But the hughes
Had profound views

I gotta get around to
Getting around to
To get around too

Following the voice that seemed like it bought me this round 2

Questioning the light I was ground to
The phoenix arised to
The fate of my condition that i have been
Putting my life through
Embody the sound groove
Hoping to stay around to

My friends are my future
Its great to have known, grown and finally knew ya

Reflecting on a life
I been on grind to
Became refined to
Learning the most of what I had to evolve to

To be here, present, past and future
To present a future
To grow and tutor
To be low and seeing to da sky

I get by
Using get by
Hoping that the holy spirit has gotten a sit by

Life hitting like a semi

Why do doves cry
Must be the same reason that love dies
Love for me

I been tried
Life for me

I will cry

I will die

Mortality for me is a gate to the new life i live by

Nobody understands the inside
Making me feel so inside
Keeping my thoughts harbored up inside...

Trying to keep the balance up inside

A broken scale always....

Needs....

Balance

Women you are beautiful

Trap queens now everybody wanna be trapped queens
My black is beautiful but you a trapped queen
Not knowing that your quality exudes and if your boundaries were cooled you would become a tool of a force to be reckon with

A force of the life streams that provide dreams knowing that you can make dreams success
Girl you are blessed

See the future
Become your future

Wants and needs jeopardizing
Your vision of yourself should be mesmerizing
you have to depend on yourself to become from within mesmerizing

You have to want for yourself to be mesmerizing

The media ensues and abuses the psychi of who we are
so that we question who we are
vanity is at the forefront and everyone is now judging who we are

Making us into juggling who we all are

Impersonal judging
But you my queen are beautiful

Don't let society tell you that your not beautiful

Don't let anyone tell you that you are not beautiful

No quick fix with the slice of a knife

You bugging

Women you are beautiful

A moment of unclairity

The battle remains
I can still spot game
Embodying this frame
Leading to distain and a distain for the pressure that the dark persist
Pressure vs pipes...opps....did i say too much
Care too much
Be here too much

Fuck you

Get used to it