its been awhile

My mind evolves
slowing the devolve
what does it take to be okay??

We work to be free
It makes me believe
happiness was never offered

The drive in me
Leads to dastard things
And makes me want to give this offer

The words play
and leave me with a pick
Only to string along the balance

Brain freeze fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

The clock strikes 6

I can sit here and be poignant, but I wont be
Lyrically fit, mentally equipped
For this is it, the clock strikes 6

The scalpel driven by divine intevention
Im trusting him
Whether its a long walk in the park or a short swim in the pond
Memories flood, causing a drive thru
Tunneling the vision of eyes wide open

I live adequately and positively
My mind has evolved to see
What you givie up, can make you strong

Just in case, I love you........

All........

The hypocrisy that rules us will continue to grow stronger
Unless we open our eyes to the idiocracy that
walks us down the valley

An oasis awaits
If your mind is firm then all those who wander were never lost
Never forced, to adhere to things of nature......

I am woman hear me roar
Or whimper
Or argue
Or...............

The storm is here to create chaos within perfect order
The rain must come
for our minds are dry to the fact
Midwesting  it
Life is a gift

Don't for get yours.........
I'm a keep getting mine

Darkness almost engulfed me..... I AM WHO I AM saved me

This is not a story for the faint of heart
Yet I faint at the thought
The disbelief led to disbelief as I gazed into the horror of it's eyes

Darkness tried to take what it didnt have a right to
What there was held light to
To join the minions of his cause

Slithering in the dark
Racing through my heart
To slither around the bend

The memory of the eyes did frighten
Yet it bought the enlightening
To bring me back from the brink of chaos

It came and so did he
Around the corner of my eyes
Tip toes up the side
A feline in it's movement

The eyes showcased the blackness of eternal fire
It was me it desired until I called upon his name
Hushed thoughts, valiant prayers.....

Repenting to move forward
Save me........

And he did
As the days have grown
So has his tone
Cuz I can hear him even louder

It was not a dream
I know these things
A reason I gave my life to he that is higher

I repent............

So should you...........

I say what i mean and mean what i say

Trappings of adolescence leaves the three way cold
I been told
This is where i would rest at
Pull the curtain back to reveal those in wrong

Wanted but not admired
My love does expire
and leave you shivering in the cold

I want so much and yet so little
The driving links me to those suffering my wrongs
I know what i mean when i say it
Facebook display it to capture my voice alone

I may write too much
Or have balls too much
To tell those under, i belong!!!

I say what I mean and mean what i say...
Every passing day
I balance whether I was wrong...

My writing does the same thing as drugs...
It helps me get along
I'm strong, but so weak
My values speak measures of forlorn

Yet im happy, to be weathering my storm 
 Cause I breathe a hurricane
To write the slain of the ones that have moved on

RIP GEORGIE

Im still here to verse my fears and tell motherfuckers to move on

This disease brings me too my knees...i don't regret i go along
Whats your challenge
I find my balance
In referring to the wrong

Im a blasphemy because
I drink that drug
that has me wondering where i went wrong

I say what I mean and mean what i say