Dove

The ascension to the truth is never above anyone
Sun sparkling off the water,
reflecting the light
Showering the love of the world

It is now that being here is demanding the attention of whom we are needed to become
needed to be done
for this to be won
so we can please...1?????????

The lonely dove sent to carry the message gazes down upon the flock
Taking heed to make sure the shepherd is protecting

trying to ensure that there is protection of the worlds hanging still in the air
Real in the air

Measuring the love in the chill of the air
The thrill in the air
Waiting for the message to be seen by those below

Message

The doorway

These times hold signs
I can no longer afford to ignore

He's been standing, waiting at that door....
feeling my hunger, wanting to give me more
Hoping what he has in store won't push me over the threshold

How can who I was, am and still have not become equated to his own soul
Self-doubt
of the habitually conditioned
I been told my future, why is this different?

Yet his hold won't relinquish
The voice in my head telling me

I NEED JESUS

I need to see this....
through
I coudl be through....
but all i can do is stand in the doorway fearing that he knows EVERYTHING.....

I do, did and have done
so i may sometimes lose but he is telling me the devil has not won
screaming in my head, I am not done
screaming in my head
I am his son

I gave up everything for you

"Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil"

Now come child, take those last steps and I will welcome you with open arms......

For ever, ever?

It's evergreen
These ever greens, trees built through course roots
Hiding the turmoil within the color of the leaves
Blocking the eyes that seem to forever teem

Tears waiting in the corners
trying not to be seen

They told me it was a sign of weakness.....
A sign of needing, I was taught to revoke such meaning
from emotions thats feeding
My head and my heart
I still lay in the dark
regressing from the light

In order for me to get right in this life
Recognize that without judgement he gave his life!!!
For me to choose, for me to abuse, the sins that repent
leading me to begin again

leading me to him again

He is relentless in his love
I am relentless in this self hate,
so i escape medicating
this faith exist because I cant look at him in the eyes and reveal my wrongs...to him or myself

He Beckons......

He beckons
Yet my fear keeps me at bay
The past truths
of my past youth
hauntingly turning me away

The fear grows
Shuttling me further from the truth
There is glory in being humble too

Humble who
How can I seek his glory when I reek of that cloying fruit?

SIN

Condemnation, repenting for my mind to continue playing the things that I've done, will do or lack thereof

A child of Abba because I'm so scared to call him father because of what mine has done

How can I be his daughter with what I have done?
How I have shunned?

No matter how far I have come...
I still sit at the starting line....waiting

Young lives

This young life is here to save these young lives
The battle raging within ends when I can talk to these youth within these young lives

Round about the cycle grows
His glory shown because he is in the know

These young lives
These young lives
Elohim put me here to reposition these young lives
To cause an effect in these young lives
To give meaning to these young lives
and
I thrive and an renewed in these breaching acrobatics
I can't lose the traction or feel im overreacting to save these young lives

So I keep renewing the bitter hurt of time long past so that he can continue to lead me
I am his receiver

Pick up the phone!

Who's calling?

Jesus
........so you can continue to speak for these YOUNG LIVES.