Checkmate

Revising the glamorizing and turning it off
My head was clouded
I was surrounded by what was never more
 
I'm back in full force
earning my cause
even though dues have been paid
 
It can't remain the same for me to move on in this game
I'd rather say checkmate
Or next mate
or even next to guess mate

The rapture allows me a bullet but loads no gun
plans undone cuz im on the lawful siding

Its been so long
Im saying king me
Cuz the power is at a digress rate
Unrest rate......
Growing up within an escape....

The power leans and I see
What used to be beyond me
Im here now..... no hesitating 
i can feel now
as I had grown numb