Monday, June 22, 2015

Dont throw stone's if you live in a glass house

Stones being thrown...it's a fucking glass house

So i been  riding out on it...
I rupture these waves before it
Gets me down to wait  up on it

I simmer down
Cuz no weight can reform it

You throw like a bitch
You think im rich
But im that bitch

That reads as safety elix
I know fight and what I want to forget

Im reconciling
I forgive it
I should live it
I guess I live it
My heart in full zip

My mood on full rip
My time...pursuing it
Negro
I'm still doing it

Acting more than true to it...
Get your savior on

Cuz...
I am still born and still reborn
I cut a way out the fabric to still be torn
I sew my way to the fabric to still be on

this the kind of shit
I can't be on

My tribe
Its no dealing in the percussions...
It's war that this is covering
War that this is becoming
The war that there is no battle on but summing

But we need no MORE OF BITTER STRUGGLING

I'm  here are you
No shine and proof
No other pursuit

Hallowed be thy name
He rose again
Yahh not for real showing him..hallowed be thy name

Withholding him...that was my fault hallowed be thy name

Be this game,
Be that range
Settle to be this.....lame

Dancing on inequalities
Hallows be thy name
Im forced again
To bring force again

I still get my norishment when not traveling in sutures

I ride in my truth up
I continually ride this truth up

I fight for truth for...
never matters than only when you fall

other than when you fall
Gallivanting in end procuitto and grand renegro....
grand tarismo....
im a stand charismo....
Cuz.i.am.unforgivable
but its drunking luv.....we be all night

I.wont forgive you

B and c .....
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Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Where I'm from

Where I’m from is not to be taken lightly
It gives me the fighting spirit I have been born from
It makes me remember what I was torn from....
Let me explain
Where I'm from is heartbreaking and desolate
I used to rep with it
Give life and breath to it
Where I'm from the extension of a punch to a face had me embrace the truth of my youth the blue of my booth the square of mine too
Star of David not making sense but making sense
To a way to win
A grown up truth I should never had to see
A place no one should ever have to be
Physical and mental abuse
it’s why and how I can reach the youth how I can preach to you
Why I can preach to you
How I've reached my truths
why I feel the use
Where I come from I was gang related
Ceanie flipped sides to rip tides
Holding a gun to his life
To them lives
Bopping and weaving to get to this life
Where I’m from no fucks are given 
Its the way we sinned in....the way we sin in
Condemnation forgiven but it’s the doubt that I still live in
Where I’m from my sickle cell was a hidden truth
I hid from you
I hid to prove
Where I’m from does not dictate who I become
Who I was once
how success was won
Where I’m from
Grades don't equal money 
the sky is never sunny and I’m getting grazed by bullets that are coming for me
Where I’m from 
Dance hall queen rained in the range
thug life had me
forced me to take the olive branch of change
My sister getting locked up had me change
Me raising babies not born of me had me change
Where I’m from I try to forget 
But that don’t mean shit memories never die. ..I have died many times
But the fire awakes me
it paralyzes me and shakes me
It makes me turn around so I wont forsake me
Where I’m from Abba has won
It took a long time but given his son
Was not a pun
So be grateful for this crazy hor
Yes im a hor....you can’t ignore cuz i pimp and traffic in dreams
I need my team
So germaphobic i need an iv of pisces
Aries laying on my dreams
Things are never what they seem
Where im from I was told im never gonna be ish
Never have supreme wit
Never have a man want to be to me……it...
Where im from i used to water it down
No one could take me at 100 percent but i flip this brick and then flip that ish
I knew what trap housing was before it became the ish
I knew what running drugs was before it became legit

I knew what turf wars was...the guts of dudes laying with my clique
Im talking too much
Let the closet hold the bones
But i can’t be at home and 
Have these youth grow if i can’t show where and how far I can go
Where i had to go
How i am forever damaged because of where i had to go
Where im from the people are dripped in bitter past
with there bitter ass
Where I’m from
everybody want to be hood rich
get a hood chick you can never be really real with
Where I’m from I’m spose to be dead
Im not spose to wear red
Im not spose to have said
Where im from...shit..i was on the block with some lorkin 22 grip
A blade on my tongue tip and a blunt on my full  lips
Trying to stave off the reality of real ish
The legality of it
To become a butterfly from the capterpiller
Where im from i will never forget. Won’t ever forget
wont ever
Forget.....
Where im at is twisted around and safety sounding
but i made my rounds in order to be here to show you
you can be here to show you
you can be here
To put you on to how i got here...where im from made me this
Its crazy but i have risen to it

Can you?