Is it okay to feel like this?
The weight of the world unbalanced and standing within the
pit of your stomach
The thoughts of fear
The longing of prior
The nervousness of beyond
Is it okay to feel like this?
The pressure of the road walked and the path ahead seemingly
disappearing within the shine of the tears that currently envelop the eyes
The world battling for your attention as you battle for the
attention of your self
Fighting the signs, symbols and omens that you think may not
end up going your way
Is it okay to feel like this?
To dream of the time where the most worried you were was
getting home drunk from an all-night bender
To wistfully think about the bottles of wine consumed to
block the pain rendered useless as this condition pleads for none
Is it okay to feel like this?
To wallow in the doubt of fear and the fear of doubt
To request the sanctity of being free from these thoughts
To recapture a mind with whom I am no longer acquainted with
Is it okay to feel like this?
On the cusps of a black hole textured to look like an
epiphany of where life begins, began will begun
The placating of one’s self challenged by the relentless
nature of what is, will be and whats to come
The unknowing of whom you are
A grown woman
Becoming a little girl lost
Being a little lost
Looking around because damn I’m lost
I’m at a lost and it brings me down
