I say I used to have the blues...but I still do
It becomes ingrained in you
A follow through
You picked me
so I picked you
Collected me from
my trajectory of being smart
The square became my heart
I was enraptured on a path to disaster
The government been gave up
Disenfranchisement still came up
And communities continued to be stuck
Because the acknowledgable
Is still inside of you
Its providing too
Let it put that drive in you
Discouraged or pessimistic
Its a learned sickness
The world has to get it out
The truth had to get out
Is this a faithless route
Because no one is listening
God why is this world so unforgiving?
Knuckle gaming those
Cause you tell me your truths and I tell you no lies
This lies inside..content off of brighter eyes
And coincides
Leading me to the open door
Cuz before
My past abhorred
Shaky floors
I drive to realize I can always BE MORE
But then.....
Theres the possibilities
All the insecurities telling me I need or want more
I see that door
From peacesigning to peace signing
It unlocked the door
Your past is always present and it gave me this present of life
Essence of life
I rocked that star of david
Knowing its price
Life is the price
For life is the price
Though im indeed
Way more changing
I can never pay the price...
The square dares to lead
A fluctuation of my needs
Life planting the open seeds
Because a girl grew in brooklyn
A girl proved in brooklyn
A man showed me that I needed to be more driven driven
Right my wrongs
Respect to all
But we need to fill our children
Unlawful gathering was the job
The arrest came with lies and probs
Mom beating me in a seat
Continuing on the street
Because I knew better
We deserved it
No one is perfect
Imperfect beauty is in my clause
This locness led to dopeness and an eye opening experience
This shit is serious.
You better start taking me serious
Cracking in my blood
The square is my blood
Connecting the six points embedded in my blood
But many transfusions were needed
Working on my self was thoughtfully needed....
Drove me in succeeding
But im a grown up now
ive grown up now
But thoughts are pondered just because
What it was was trap houses
Grand larceny, Profiling..my name ringing bells is recognizing
Any one could get it
They be hating the crew
Testing you to jump
I always followed thru
Fuck a tough life
Its a tough life
Baby blues to navy
The Lord he gave me
Impasse
Splish splash
Whip lashing thru life
Im making a life
Because rather than strife
I now enjoy this life...my life.....
I am knocked down by experience, sickler of sickle cell these are my inferences damn, i still have the blues
I gotta cut back
Memories
