It sting's

Fever pitched\

Flashes of ignorance

The aluminum casing of your heart leaves chivalry to be ignored

Chasing a dream from a story heard within our youth

To be or not to be?
That was never a question, just a retort

Investing in the words that lead to compassion, empathy and honesty if conscious

I don't need this nonsense

But I still walk this way

Have a ruining cloud making me talk this way

The storm has not passed even though you cant see it

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

I want to see it

The anxiety of loneliness

Questions self further

When you find it, its heaven

My experiences result to murder, I plead the fifth

You don't deserve my benefit

Lack of significance

All I feel is vacant

I am the cactus in the sun that nobody walks to.
I am the sustenance that embodies those to want to

You took a stroll in the sun and received what you were looking for

Only to find It was nothing but a mirage

The constant barrage of your lusting
 Leaves me to question who I can run to, to feel this empty space

The stars of yours, they remind me of..

Kept me thinking, we almost had it all

but too much is never enough

So I scramble to put a hold on the teeming, overflowing emotions within my brain

and walk thru the shadows that encompass my figure

Leaving me aching and yearning for more

Happiness leads to love, which leads to hurt and deals out pain

I fold
I flushed a full house......
Because it became bare

The hand I was dealt is not built that strong

I have to fold, how can I not
 Not an M.I.T grad,  so there is no way to read to try to count the cards

like you read my bars

Transferring my pain

I believe with no map I will find it

Hope the cards to my credit don't decline it
The aimless walking,

Im lost can you help me find a way??