Self medication

The world is warped

So I replicate

self medicate

to keep my head above water

The psychedelic features never bend

Though I hope they do

In what right mind can it be fathomed

That's why I lean on the side of wrong

That bad taste in your mouth

Leaves a bad taste in mine

Unconscious hording

We seek who we are

The plants are greens

Blowing dust, taking me higher and inhaling powder to resolve

Down the drain, drips the unspeakable

This is what elixirs do to you

In order to avoid all storms

Trying to rear the ugly head that appears thru blood point overload

I'm trying to not be told

That I'm the piper in the danger zone

Follow me @beansanrice , tweeting to technology

That keeps me changing all my clothes

Where am I?

What's going on?

Why am I here?

The awareness surfaces

challenging the senses, that have become worn

only to be pushed down

Life hurts

I can see clearly now

Enrapture me and make me forget

I'm glad to be home

And then I wake up

Hung over...........what the fuck did I do last night???