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Unfocused stares
A moment ago I was just 
Here, where, there and now I'm not
I see my hell and raise you a heaven
It's my own setting
Nothing to regret in, just try to revel in the good ones
 
In his image I don't question 
but wonder for what he is testing...or preparing me for
I go through these doors of revolving sore
doomed to play on repeat
 
Sickle Positive
So that I could live,humble and forgiving?
Cuz though I still be sinning\
I fought my way up from humble beginnings
The life I led had no winning...
Only danger and defeat
and that is the knowledge that will never be lost on me
it was forced on me 
but my future is my creation