Challenges

What I am faced with you will never know

How close to death I come, you will never know

Certain things are meant for an audience 

Others trap you, making you deal with explanations

This is me in the world

It ain't easy, to appease me, or deceive me or think you can retrieve the

Intiment moments of me and where I stand

They say its over

but whats the process of beginning

This dude sheen was winning?/

If we were given the same aspects and same contracts.....

It be doubled down

You think you know me now?

Cuz my writing provides so much insight?

Get right, you will never learn who i have become

I sit here with a body that pleads for silence...

Because I'm non-violent, i wont fuck myself

Silence seems golden, 

I am hear cuz I'm chosen to guide you through what  is wrong

That don't mean its calm or I'm built so strong

Just means that I am open

To live dead American dreams

And hope that we........change the balance of the young...

Tears dismayed to fall, i hate it all

but still work it to the ending

Nobody knows the trouble i been through

Most will never know

I dream for once to share as much

With someone who i can care for

Be there for

Shut them down when they don't have the head for

I preach from the valley of the shadow of death

No one can quiet this storm...

He speaks to me,

speak within thee but still cant right none of my wrongs...

Its a challenge..................