Monday, June 22, 2015

Dont throw stone's if you live in a glass house

Stones being thrown...it's a fucking glass house

So i been  riding out on it...
I rupture these waves before it
Gets me down to wait  up on it

I simmer down
Cuz no weight can reform it

You throw like a bitch
You think im rich
But im that bitch

That reads as safety elix
I know fight and what I want to forget

Im reconciling
I forgive it
I should live it
I guess I live it
My heart in full zip

My mood on full rip
My time...pursuing it
Negro
I'm still doing it

Acting more than true to it...
Get your savior on

Cuz...
I am still born and still reborn
I cut a way out the fabric to still be torn
I sew my way to the fabric to still be on

this the kind of shit
I can't be on

My tribe
Its no dealing in the percussions...
It's war that this is covering
War that this is becoming
The war that there is no battle on but summing

But we need no MORE OF BITTER STRUGGLING

I'm  here are you
No shine and proof
No other pursuit

Hallowed be thy name
He rose again
Yahh not for real showing him..hallowed be thy name

Withholding him...that was my fault hallowed be thy name

Be this game,
Be that range
Settle to be this.....lame

Dancing on inequalities
Hallows be thy name
Im forced again
To bring force again

I still get my norishment when not traveling in sutures

I ride in my truth up
I continually ride this truth up

I fight for truth for...
never matters than only when you fall

other than when you fall
Gallivanting in end procuitto and grand renegro....
grand tarismo....
im a stand charismo....
Cuz.i.am.unforgivable
but its drunking luv.....we be all night

I.wont forgive you

B and c .....
.

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Where I'm from

Where I’m from is not to be taken lightly
It gives me the fighting spirit I have been born from
It makes me remember what I was torn from....
Let me explain
Where I'm from is heartbreaking and desolate
I used to rep with it
Give life and breath to it
Where I'm from the extension of a punch to a face had me embrace the truth of my youth the blue of my booth the square of mine too
Star of David not making sense but making sense
To a way to win
A grown up truth I should never had to see
A place no one should ever have to be
Physical and mental abuse
it’s why and how I can reach the youth how I can preach to you
Why I can preach to you
How I've reached my truths
why I feel the use
Where I come from I was gang related
Ceanie flipped sides to rip tides
Holding a gun to his life
To them lives
Bopping and weaving to get to this life
Where I’m from no fucks are given 
Its the way we sinned in....the way we sin in
Condemnation forgiven but it’s the doubt that I still live in
Where I’m from my sickle cell was a hidden truth
I hid from you
I hid to prove
Where I’m from does not dictate who I become
Who I was once
how success was won
Where I’m from
Grades don't equal money 
the sky is never sunny and I’m getting grazed by bullets that are coming for me
Where I’m from 
Dance hall queen rained in the range
thug life had me
forced me to take the olive branch of change
My sister getting locked up had me change
Me raising babies not born of me had me change
Where I’m from I try to forget 
But that don’t mean shit memories never die. ..I have died many times
But the fire awakes me
it paralyzes me and shakes me
It makes me turn around so I wont forsake me
Where I’m from Abba has won
It took a long time but given his son
Was not a pun
So be grateful for this crazy hor
Yes im a hor....you can’t ignore cuz i pimp and traffic in dreams
I need my team
So germaphobic i need an iv of pisces
Aries laying on my dreams
Things are never what they seem
Where im from I was told im never gonna be ish
Never have supreme wit
Never have a man want to be to me……it...
Where im from i used to water it down
No one could take me at 100 percent but i flip this brick and then flip that ish
I knew what trap housing was before it became the ish
I knew what running drugs was before it became legit

I knew what turf wars was...the guts of dudes laying with my clique
Im talking too much
Let the closet hold the bones
But i can’t be at home and 
Have these youth grow if i can’t show where and how far I can go
Where i had to go
How i am forever damaged because of where i had to go
Where im from the people are dripped in bitter past
with there bitter ass
Where I’m from
everybody want to be hood rich
get a hood chick you can never be really real with
Where I’m from I’m spose to be dead
Im not spose to wear red
Im not spose to have said
Where im from...shit..i was on the block with some lorkin 22 grip
A blade on my tongue tip and a blunt on my full  lips
Trying to stave off the reality of real ish
The legality of it
To become a butterfly from the capterpiller
Where im from i will never forget. Won’t ever forget
wont ever
Forget.....
Where im at is twisted around and safety sounding
but i made my rounds in order to be here to show you
you can be here to show you
you can be here
To put you on to how i got here...where im from made me this
Its crazy but i have risen to it

Can you?

Thursday, May 28, 2015

Where I came from

This where i came from
I got this name from
ringing bells to a title i came from

I wont put your name on, but the beef in the sreets causing me not to reach the boundaries of my goodness
Needs some escape from
Yall the asses we came from...
to elect these dudes on a search to just be coherent...this where i done came from
this shit is foolish
shit is ghoulish
to have to type for my life so you can do this....fuck it
make it on your own

Life....

Life tactics
Remaining drastic

I prep everyday to live fantastic
No earthly bounds
All sudden moves...
I speak my truth
I used to have the blues

Symbolic symbolization
When my book is done you can read where I came from
Who I got this name from....
Where I got this name from
Why no one knew anything but this name that came from.....
Who was my day 1's

Who still present to be my day 1's

The struggle in the darkness
That tried to precede the light that I came from....
been raised on
Got my shape from
There was a whisper in my ear, I now know where it came from

Abba

That whispered in my ear that I  can reform
Get my dream on
and conquer every mountain I dreamt a dream on

From lost to darkness to the crazy I came from
I was raised from
I had to get away from
The streets almost ended my life
But I never forget where i came from

Tried to rule me out
Cool me out
Take my life in your hands so you could push and pull me out

Of my destiny
Writing is a test for me

To inform others that even though the past is the past
The palette was a backdrop to this sky blue
These skies are blue
Given you a moment looking through the eyes of this woman who had the blue's

Has the blues
Systematically trapped in them to
It lives in you
will always live in you
Will go to the throngs of shame just to continue to live in you

But

Im a survivor and the devil is a liar
Im a sign of water and fire
I can only move higher

He gives me desire
To preach and teach my testimony every hour
I will preach my testimony every hour
I will live and not count the hours
We only get one
I will live and breathe the hours

Good, bad or ugly...I will see these hours and raise you one

Friday, May 22, 2015

I dunno

Society stuck on a travesty of blame
Blame is the same though its not the same...yall protesting causes but its not the same....you have no idea of what the underlying layer is

The thinks that can slay a kid
Give a bid
Be thankful it didn't  kill a kid
Im still doing bids

So angry that you cant think further than you
What does that prove
What force can that move
Let me put on my tap shoes

To tell all of yooouuss
That all of youusss
Are unworthy for it
I need this current
To wash away the surfboard of my vetting
Why is there no rejection
Why cant we be lost stars..subtly projecting

Opression is not spoken of its found
So when this round causes sounds that make you hit the ground
I wanna say sorry...but I too hit the ground

I wish this were humorous and i could say
Just kidding

Fuck you this the life im living...a life that became imprisoned...with blue thoughts and sick thoughts.....its not my religion.... .that bought me back from the prison....i know my worth but they broke it down in the prison

This how im living....wondering how you living to give some thoughts of forgiveness
The thoughts that are endless that im reconciled to hear...my...dear...oh my dear...we are lost stars

Cover me

These crystal stairs
Cracking under poignant stares
I get there..may end there
to send a kite and forgive there
Its a habit of being in here

My thirst for life resignating within here

The rush of life
Leading to a portion of undiscovery

I need you now cover me....

Its a big deal so comfort me

I need you to seek and discover me

How can i rebound when you won't cover me

It happens through the tears
Its a product of the years
I still abstain the tears
Yet i still  break down in tears

Cover me

Sunday, May 3, 2015

Time

Sometimes I think it's time
Only to find that the stars have not aligned
The present needs to take the time
Its saying i need to take this time
Its not like before it will take some time

Contention revision
20/20 fucked up vision
Living for living
Giving cuz I'm god forgiving
To less of the living

I don't even know sometimes
how to feel about feeling sometimes
I don't want to feel sometimes
Sometimes I don't feel sometimes

But I feel these times..
They reveal.....these times
It's  getting real in these times

It's so for real in these times