Pivot

Pivotal pointing
Leaves Me feeling disjointed
Where was the honor in your ways

I travel through gravities pull and still end up falling
It takes me time to realize the line
That should bare no crossing

Words have always been my strongest but now its seems the longest it has been that they elude me, fail to sooth me and make everything alright

The world has changed along with my thoughts of things and all I can do is move forward

I'm thankful for it....but am I

I.C.U

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
So behold these truths
I was born a shell
Transformed by life and circumstance
Never given a chance, so I take it
Had to make it, so it'd make sense
The  time I've spent, questioning whether i was heaven sent has led me to the truth
I sit in the booth and realize what he has granted
The seeds he has allowed me to plant and no questioning now exist
It is....what it always was....
The difference is now I see......

Belief in the power ever after
My spirit does not expire......
There's a war going on outside no man is safe from......
It leads....to....dreams of unfocused themes 
Jading thoughts to retire

Checkmate

Revising the glamorizing and turning it off
My head was clouded
I was surrounded by what was never more
 
I'm back in full force
earning my cause
even though dues have been paid
 
It can't remain the same for me to move on in this game
I'd rather say checkmate
Or next mate
or even next to guess mate

The rapture allows me a bullet but loads no gun
plans undone cuz im on the lawful siding

Its been so long
Im saying king me
Cuz the power is at a digress rate
Unrest rate......
Growing up within an escape....

The power leans and I see
What used to be beyond me
Im here now..... no hesitating 
i can feel now
as I had grown numb

Mind skipping a beat
Your treasure seeks
to leave me in the cold

Im getting old
the trials do mold
me into current character

I want to believe
but still dont believe in a fairy tell ever after
I build my stature
to extinguish all the wrong

You tell me things and it resonates with a queen
that leave me fighting where i catch ya


Unfocused themes leave me to dream
in the power ever after
I take this rapture and raise you a cause
cuz it was where it is and will always be
My spirit does not expire......

One of a kind, kind of the one

Unfiltered rolling in the deep
Its the breach that makes my heart skip a beat
Assured to ensure that the measures were pure
Weighing out the options

The conscious levels the head
Leading to responses that get slighted often
making you stay

A day is a second of your time with a minute that your hour led me to
Fed me to......
Consequences don't embed in you

The one in all realities
Jet li the legailties
This kind is never bought for
Trampled about or thought for
I am someone else's daughter
But also the future

The noisiness of the quiet
puts the beats on dre
This is the day
that the lord has made

I will rejoice and be glad in it?!!

Undertones

The scent in the air blows like wisp thru the hair,
Engulfing the scent of what was, has been and will be 
The undertones of light, leave the shadows grasping in there final show only for the sun to rise and cast them again
All the while keeping them in place
The erratic pace from the pheromones leaves the keys sliding to lock into place dislodging the mold it was set in..
Opening the door to existence

Alternate universe, transversing in a quiet roar
What is our world but what we predict it to be
Relentless to see
The things that travel by with no applause

I stick to more
So that I can assure and be okay with wanting more
From society 
It constantly aspires me to share my gift with all of yall
I beat these shores with the name that beats through my brain
and shows the footprints i ignored...... 

I abhor

Cosmic

  



My mind jumps at the speed of  light, I think its cosmic

The message of this earth stands to be forgotten
in a simple stance of neglect
We are who we surround ourselves with
Withering under the thoughts of lean.........
leaning on the thoughts of me
It slows and finally I see...............


The brink of chaos sits on my tongue
It dwindles in my pause
and gives me cause to measure
The flesh wants pleasures that I need to ward off

I repent, in this moment I admit my wrongs
falling to my knees will not suffice
I need your spirit to move within me
To caste away the songs
that play and play and play

Conflict of internal proprieties
Holds captive our society
Blurring lines between right and wrong
I see those eyes
Hands by my side
Ready to launch if I have to
Attention grabs you
The gaze holds my heart steady
I'm ready, it took awhile to get here
Love didn't live here
now it does, Abba told me so