Fall asleep you might be woken up

I came in fighting
The square left me striving....for more knuckles in my cause
I rocked that blue and made certain to
Direct the redness of the wrong

The six points rang
Made me do some things
I will regret for however long
I bleed the same but was about the gang relation
Couldn't tell me I was wrong

Six points issued
Remembered all we went
Name carried bells for so long
I wish you would
Cuz, knuckle game still good...
Test it only if you want to......

Illegal driving skills
You know it's real
Alcoholic wit no sponsor
Fingers crushed, signs are thrown
Reading blue will always conquer

Ceanie still, hides away that steel
Hesitating to tell you what the noise for
Lorkin hazed mirage is what you fall for
Just to show im still here

You fall asleep.....

I'm  a wake you up...eventually, consistently, habitually

CUZ I CREATE THE STORM

Fighting to be here

Preach is the word i hear but i have to conquer

This blog is not a sponsor or a safety net

You get it yet you still hang on the hidden cord

No one can be or see or be or see

Anything but what they expect

Circumspect to keep you on your toes

The balance knows that the lives we hold are losing cus they want to

Dont tell me its because the white of things led you to default on.....

We make our beds

We give the head to increase happiness in another

Let me tell you why im mad

We sit here and allow crayola to rule us

Let the idea of packing heat fool us

To be secure in the rumors....

we feed the same....cant right this game

but i can be a sponsor

Dereliction seems

To crush hopes and dreams

Institutionalizing where you were heading 

Wheres your setting

Fool me once and parole keeps you vetting

I talk so that I hear the words that form in my head

I write so that im remembered when i am dead

Howeveer, its about getting the truth into your head

Do you think giving head will keep you more fed than filling??

Dealing in it, to swivel in it and present them with your cause?

I hear you, i see you, used to be you...
That's the crushing of my cause

Nobody knows unless they  live it..

Wheres that data from i rescind it

You dont know me or all the wars....

Irag and afganistan hold nothing to the war at hand killing people in the hood

The balance stood to make us good
but we rather reap what we sow

And so...it continues

Crossong venues...to show you that its strong

No its wrong.....

I will not allow the ignorance or lack of dillegence to read me what is wrong

Assholes

Your outfit cost more than your rent then somethings wrong...

I can move on but leave a generation in the storm.....to drain

When we care about true religion jeans but not religious things it worries me to the bone

Are you safe at home...pretending happy...or need a sugar daddy to move on?

I pity you....cuz bitch i work and though my check dont twerk it helps me to continue on

You think you strong...

You never lived to have that answer

Im still fighting..........and will continue to do such..

Feelings (A ballad)

I thought it was over
resigned within myself
It would end like this, I told ya
Cant be right with myself

The tears, fall easy
The mix of emotions, carry on
I thought it be easy
but I lied to myself

Iceberg is frozen
Melting bad on itself
They said it wont be easy
but I lied to myself

Trap is framed and its been baited
Caught myself in the weeds
This can't mean its over
Feel so bare, I cant breathe

Life is over
Considering it was planned
Who gave me suffering
Who showed me loss of the facts

I hate its over
I hate that that I cant be moved
Im pushing anger
Time to face the sudden truth

This wont end well
I hate the known facts
I'm growing weaker
Cant meditate to relax

My time is over
Never thought it would be
Nobody gets it
Wiping tears on my sleeve

Who said its over
Who said its over
Who said its over
who saidddddddddd

Smile bright, big girl face now
You are woman suck it up
This time aint easy
Still finding answers to whats wrong

Doubt and fault taking over
I knew the outcome would be rough
My time is over
Giving up just because

Im too tired to be  here
Too tired to see here
Too tired to breathe here
To tired...to.....live........

Want is need when u need it to be
But you can never be free of the
hurt, lost and will
Seems he changed up
I need to switch my game up

Hand slipping out my grasp
Its over
Man its over
What do I do its over
How do I live its over

What do I do
Rhetorical 
Lied to you
No show and proof
I'm done

Its black

You dont even know

Im not the typical shorty
Many dudes, yeah I be fooling
All in my ish cuz of my unnatural seclusion
Wondering what Im doing
Who i'm screwing
or just eluding
Never been in love, found out shit is just for fools and

I feel like the whole world is on my shoulders
Never no trick, dont do favors cuz im no douja
Your like paper I can fold ya
When I walk by dudes just wide eye, like they was awaken by the foldgers

Stress getting me
Depression aint the only thing that be eating me
So do you honey
Cuz im a def do me

You c me do me
Im a be me, scuze me
Do me dirty, okay boo you gonna c
Cuz I do
If I was your wife than i stand by you
Hard times too
Cuz cant nobody see you just as I do
Yall never find a love like this, you wasted to much time boo
You took something i cant get back you wasted too much time boo

It was mutual if i beat alot know what I do to you,
To prove to you, to groove with you,
cant get enough of soothing you
Say im playing a game but why would i fool with you????

Compassion needed
More and more now i feel depleted
Love is love boo
But your not the only one that need it
To breathe it
Knew you was my heart cuz you eat it it

Took my innocence matter fact you know what nooka keep it

Stop clocking me
Cuz in your dreams i know you still watching me
Thought you was bout it babe so why you still jocking me

No apologies or copping pleas
No more licking, please get off your knees
Knew it take a man to understand my street philosophies

Hesitation, action came before I contemplated
What you took for me cant be priced for compensation
Learned the lesson
Dont trust no one, keep em guessing
No matter who it is go no further than caressing

Thats why they wetting
Cuz im too real for them to C
Maybe one day, I'll find a man as real as me...........

You got a long way home

You got a long way home

your fancy footwork cant take you there

You got a long way home

your fancy footwork will never get you there

You took me higher than I could ever fly

Twisted works, clouded my sky

Invested much  and lost it all

Your tender words

don't mean shit at all

A common thief, stole my heart

I guess I'm now a broken part

Imperfect beauty set the pace

You may be leading but i win this race

Tears leave stains on promises

Next time I'll use my common sense

Hurt me hard with softer claims

Time to pick up and start again

You got a long way home

your fancy footwork cant take you there

You got a long way home

your fancy footwork will never get you there

Clouded haze, my j is near

Reiterating no need for here

elaborate tunnels peripheral sound bites

I'm missing home......

M missing home

The distance grows when you talk

I'm not stupid you silly punk

I got the keys and the drive is all right

Hope your feet ain't cold

Your walking home.....

Dancing around the issues here

You cant hide behind your beer

Self medication gives you no fear

But your far from home

long way goes

You got a long way home

your fancy footwork cant take you there

You got a long way home

your fancy footwork will never get you there

All we can do is wait it out
and the truth will come out
Dont believe his tainted words........
truth is the only form of hurt

I stuck by and kept you near
Im a fool, cuz you left me here
 Tried and tried and made excuse
your talk is dryer than the vermouth

Priveluge to even get entwined
Stupid me for wasting time
Hold is broke so no more games
Heard enough its all the same

All I can do is wait it out.............
A big girl now
I cast my doubts
Dont believe I felt for you
You just lost a treasure boo

Hiding blind
no need to delve
welcome to your form of hell
Hit the bricks cuz they dont sing
Your empty promises and bells dont ring

I put you hear so you could win
You will never touch this soul again
All you can do is beg and plead and hope i give you mercy please

All you can do is wait it out
and the truth will come out
dont believe your tainted words......
my truth is your only form of hurt

I get high and you get drunk

I get high and you get drunk/

together we put on the funk/

We  break it down and party all night/

Cuz its been a while...it been a while/

Sweet temptation of the mind/

contemplating its been some time/

You laid it downed and now im alright
But its been a while, its been a while

shaky pages let you know I'm there/

all bundled up but still want your care/

Denying truth leaves me alright
But im lying now, im lying now

Haziness, makes my body float

weed and pills, meth, g drink and coke

The big eyed feeling led me all night

It's been a while...its been a while

Standing with you but feel im not here

The since of lose, I have no fear

This is something you need to hear

Its been a while

Its been a while

I get high and you get drunk

Wisp of smoke, the smells too much

Chocolate flowing but sours dutch
Its been awhile, its been awhile

AK rise I lean to side
Swaying off the hurt inside
 Lifted senses or lack of touch

Cuz its been a while

Its been a while

I get high and you get drunk/

together we put on the funk/

We  break it down and party all night/

Cuz its been a while...it been a while/

Stabilizing, I don't need much

Cuz it makes me forget about you.......
Its makes mr forget about that
It makes me forget what was wacked

Its been a while or has it chile?

Hooka fruit and molly called

Feeling light, no need at all

Lost in crowds, cant take it now

Cuz its been a while

Its been a while

Funk pulsating, i need you near

Once I'm high, forget your there

Works out good and I party all night

Cuz its been a while....

It's been a Whileeeeeeeeeeee

Popping, sniffing, gulping those things

Swallow, toking we need these things

Glassy eyes thru veils of smoke

Choke on more than rope a dope

We getting high partying all night

Cuz Its been a while

I'm lying chile

I get high and you get drunk/

together we put on the funk/

We  break it down and party all night/

Cuz its been a while...it been a while/